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holding one cup of hot frappuccino in his hands, hata writes what he sees from his bedroom window. It may be multicolor on one day yet it will be au contraire on the other day. Loving adventures, he gets up when he falls amidst the unfriendly alien-look surroundings he currently lives in. Born with a split identity, he may be as charming as a prince but he may turn into an insensitive being. He loves meeting new acquaintances and enchante, he wishes in advance. Ne'er cast a clout till May be out and he's eagerly hoping to leave Irbid, the city where love seems ephemeral, forever. And yeah, he never watches reality tv shows for he thinks that life is but a dream
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We ain't shakepeare nor a poet
You shan't find a sonnet nor a couplet
Simple words to express the thoughts
The title 'words' is from afar sought
Bring superficial to the deep
You will understand if you really dip
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| baez-kun at 5:11 PM
A sad day for anchovies' entertainment right
[the shark prevails yet again]
by Miss Devastated ,and she writes :
I was devastated when I read the notice posted on torrentspy.com. The site although was plastered with porn ads, my well trained eyes had managed to focus on the search box without having to look at sexy and raunchy
One site down,that mean more will have to follow suit. Sigh .
I bid goodnite to you and you while mourning the gloomy future and with this quote
Rightful liberty is unobstructed action according to our will within limits drawn around us by the equal rights of others. I do not add 'within the limits of the law', because law is often but the tyrant's will, and always so when it violates the rights of the individual. -- Thomas Jefferson
Love,
Tyra (lol) kidding, Nad Nad
Earth Hour
Do you know that by turning the lights off for like an hour, in
The history of Earth hour was dated back on the 31st of april 2007 where this one environmental group in
Some critics believe that the earth hour event isnt efficient at all. With the firecracker shows throughout the major cities, that isnt a quite right way to reducing energy consumption per se. Yet as the global warming is getting worse with an alarming rate, this international event should trigger some sort of save-the-world awareness and deep down, people would somehow treasure the world we're currently living in.
And as for me, i did turn my room's light off yet my PC was left on LOL. How do I live without my PC? Hehehe. To all my frens and colleagues, lets preserve our beautiful world (via various means) and let our contribution not be forgotten.
lancelot of mountjoy with a big smile
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| puteri nad at 9:53 PM
Persons attempting to find a motive in this narrative will be prosecuted,
persons attempting to find moral in it will be banished,
persons attempting to find a plot will be shot..thanks
I was charging my laptop while roaming around the boarding school with friends harassing fellow students for “duit keselamatan”. When I went there to get it back,the laptop,my dear Takuya, was gone! Some juniors told me , Cikgu Fariza took my laptop to her room. I was heard mumbling “ Buat kerja betol..”
I knocked her door, when she opened it I saw three other teachers gossiping inside plus the teacher from my matrix day. She said, she saved the laptop for me fearing that others would steal it. I said “ Oh jangan risau cikgu, saya da arahkan junior jaga” Geez, I sounded like a triad member .Three Little Emperors [Sio Sam Ong] most prolly .Cikgu Fariza smiled, too sweet I guess.. Hmm fishy fishy. Non tetrapod chordate that was what a fish is .
When I turned my laptop on, I saw that my desktop pictures had been changed..from the blue masthead of this blog to a very racy picture of me with a friend. “Jammmmmmmmmmmmmmm” I screamed, those meddlesome buggers. And then suddenly the earth rocked. Emergency alarm echoed thru the hallway, everybody ran to the underground bunker. Few rocks nearly hit my head but I managed to avoid them and ran to safety.
After the earthquake subsided, my friends and I heaved sigh of relief and we began clamouring to get out on the pretext of suffocating due to carbon dioxide. This would lead to hypoxia .At time like this,we tried our best to lighten up the mood. The luas [kinda like short LRT train can only be seen in
This particular fren who was rather adamant to see what he wanted to see .I sighed despite nodding my head in agreement. When we got off the train,there was no “Mind The Gap” sign except,there’s a tiny trail leading to the station and I could see the sea roaring beneath me, Poseidon’s wrath. My acrophobia kicked in, my right hand held my fren’s hand tightly. She turned to me and scathingly said “ Klu tercabut tangan ni,kenyanglah barracuda kat bawah” I was like, “ Err learn
At the station we took a corner,I could see the path to a lighthouse yet we still needed to climb down a flight of stairs. Whilst the sea was still raging, Poseidon’s wrath, some salty waters entered my already dilated eyes. Suddenly I got the urge to text some one to tell him to delete the pictures inside the laptop but my handphone slipped. There there, I thought . have fun Poseidon and stop acting childish throwing tantrum like this. Erm, according to Greek mythology Poseidon was the god of the sea, as well as of horses and, as "Earth-Shaker," of earthquakes .
My train of thoughts was disrupted when I heard..
Ke tepi ke tepi gergasi sudah kembali mencetus era revolusi
I heard a ringtone from my other pocket , aha my new phone was still with me, when I picked up the phone it was from my best friend circa kindergarten days. She asked me where I was
I said “ At Australia lah”
Bila nak balek
Cepat balek
-Ok
We reached the lighthouse, they were ooohing and aahing while my gaze was locked to a far distance at the horizon, the sea rippled and the truth hit me , I saw another big wave coming …
Fear engulfed me................................
And I was awake, someone knocked my door ..chetttt
Points to ponder :
1- who is cikgu fariza ?
2- why the only vivid dreams I was able to recall afterward relate to the sea ?
3- I never use any KRU song for my ringtone,please note
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| puteri nad at 11:38 PM
I've promised to myself that I won't miss my last spring breeze in Jordan hence I let my bedroom window open. The view was OK-lah (with little enthusiasm). My mind was like rhythmically 'buoyed' along with the waltz dance of the wind. This one old tree had finally been coated with lively green leaves (before it was like dead with no hanging leaves) Yet there I was, lying lazily down my bed for I couldn't move any single muscle. I'd just got back from Amman, meeting up some frens and my feet couldn't somehow bear the long walk (omg sign of old age) and my they were aching. Plus, no breakfast and 2 cadbury chocolate bars and a can of pepsi for lunch (my appetite was like greatly reduced tho the taj mahal and chopstick restaurants were like waving hi, I wonder why), I couldn't complain more. No afternoon nap tho, for I long for a high-quality night sleep.
As my mind drifted away suddenly there was annoying loud knocks on my door and it was like knock knock knock knock knock. An irregular rhythm. "Arab lah ni" I whispered to myself. My malay colleagues would usually notify me before heading over to my room (via ym/sms) and the main door outside the hostel was 24-7 locked, only 3 out of hundreds of malaysians in irbid own the very key. Another malay's sign of presence is that they would just press on the bell (it's like an irritating bird-chirping bell so that when you press it it'll chirp and squeak so loud that you'll have heart attack). On the other hand, my Arab frens pulak would usually call out my name whilst knocking. Hence this must be an anonymous Arab, I theorized.
Being so tired, I had decided not to bother although he kept knocking like 6 more times and pacing for like 5 min in front of my door. (footsteps were clearly audible, takkanle kasut tumit). "biarlah ko", I guiltily whispered to no one but lilo who was like watching the door intently. After what seemed like forever he gave up knocking and there was suddenly this crisping sound, you know the sound echoed when you crumple choc wrappers on the palm of your hand. I was like LOL. A little bit curious myself, I waited for another 30 minutes before it was safe to peer through the peep hole. Curiosity kills the cat and I wouldn't want to be caught in action. No one was seen and I unlocked the door and there was a note, a paper note hanging loosely on my outside door-handle.
It was in Arabic, clearly written by an Arab (malay's is recognisable LOL). 'Hey Abdullah, it's ibrahim, call me @ these numbers' and my, I was astonished. Am I subconsciously possessing double identities. People know me by a different name. I was like running here and there, asking everyone in the hall of the 1st floor, erk u can call it corridor, who abdullah was yet no one knew. Suddenly it was the end of the story. It might sound so abrupt yet that was it. Bye Bye. Am off to cooking lunch/dinner lah.
the story : when I rang the guy later that night,there was like a slight misunderstanding. Number 9. Yep that's my room number yet the same number could be found on other floors (2nd and 3rd). The hostel management should consider to re-number these rooms. LOL. Never the less, I'm content with number nine. My lucky number 9.
p/s : a very happy birthday to dear halfi. May u have a blessed 20th birthday. May ur smile be always warm. Here I quote a beautiful quotation of kareem abdul jabar, a basketball player : one man can be a crucial ingredient on a team, but one man cannot make a team
p/s: from kaknad kitak ..b4 maen basket makan dolok! hehe, happy birthday halfi dearie..miss the long session! And be good, my cctv is still intact ^_^
spring in my heart:
lancelot of mountjoy, known as hata before, needs fresh spring air
mystical mistral ,known as princess nad before, adding some much needed spice
| baez-kun at 1:27 PM
kenangan hata bersama pemimpin BN tehehe (arabella, 2006)
There, people of Malaysia is no longer afraid of threats. Be it the public ones or the veiled ones. The people has truly matured after 51 years of independence.
As for the underdogs who rose to power overnight, the people had chosen you. Be our voice and serve the people. As a reminder, the rakyat can once again vote for those who have their best interest at heart. As for the losers, there's still room for improvement..
Actually I m still bedazzled by the outcome. And I nearly lost my cool when 14 boxes appeared out of nowhere during Izzah's election. I can be seen typing rapidly to Sarah in Msia asking her to "hoi,pi la tanya mememberrrr" while her replies were always almost always " ye lahhh" " bab*lahhhhhhhhhhh" kekekeke.. Thanks god the boxes were not counted. If yes , we can always be sure (100%) of what the result would be . Anyhoo Shahrizat is not a sore loser, she was seen congratulating Izzah.Very motherly,me likey..
I'd like to end my post here wif DSAI favourite quote " Lawan tetap Lawan"
Love, still grinning like a cheshire cat,
Nad Nad
and Baez has just witnessed :
And I kept watching from afar as the political tsunami rose and brought fresh changes. Thanks for inventing the net and world wide web, I was able to keep myself updated via malaysiakini.com (bravo). Too many site visitors, they even had to put up 6 mirrors to keep the page readable. And me? Straining my eyes for the last 14 hours, I finally called the day off after getting the final result (4am Malaysia Local Time). No more nightmares in the sleep.
It's crystal clear. With
It's just the way that the ruling party leaders deal with their own issues triggered the change. How they do spend with taxes and country's treasure, malaysians are not blind. UMNO has suffered much. MIC and MCA as party components suffered much more. You should dissect yourselves, throw out the bad ones and find a way towards 'bersih' government. Regardless, urban voters voted for the alternative, an obvious voting trend. Education? Way of thinking? We will soon discover.
It's now time for hardworks. The winners, regardless which party you're in, have given malaysians your words and it's time to show that you are true leaders. Keep your promises. Serve the people well. Keep yourselves BERSIH.
baez with hydrochloric acid tsunami in Mr Bello (stomach)
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| puteri nad at 11:10 AM
hata hero writes :
"in ventricular fibrillation, have your eyes on the patient not the EKG. I've got a seminar, goodluck in your OSCE and ma3 salamah (goodbye)"
And he turned around and marched very quickly toward the seminar room.
Now, that was sudden, as in too abrupt. Nevertheless, it marked the end, the very end of my 7-year medical learnings in Jordan University of Science and Technology. There will be series of exams ahead yet I've completed all the rounds and lectures. And I'm officially free.
Since last year, Ive been looking forward to enjoying this 10-week holiday study leave yet I couldn't deny the feeling that I will miss the hospitals, the docs, frens and everything within its territory. It crept into my heart so slowly that I barely noticed (at first) but as it slowly reached the center of my heart, I'm wet with tears. It has just touched my heart just now.
The 10 things that I'll miss (feeling cam 10 things I hate about you)
- I'll miss the way i got up terkocoh2ly (clock wasn't ringing) whilst wondering where I did put my mousse yesterday
- I'll miss the 1-hr long journey to the hospital and the scenery from the bus window
- I'll miss sitting in the blue buses (irbid - hospital) and the way we were monitored by the installed CCTV (unknown motives)
- I'll miss the very packed lift and the way it stopped on each floor hence it would take like >5 min to get to the 11th floor
- I'll miss the discounted cafe for students and staff and the way they had their food set up
- I'll miss the way we talked and gossiped in the square about almost everything (life, frens, that guy, this girl,that doc, this sister aka nurse) whilst waiting for the morning rounds
- I'll miss the way we were so good in creating excuses (especially non malay) just to skip afternoon rounds - lunch hour (docs were always forgetting this very little detail, and it was kinda intended i must insist) and we would always fail
- I'll miss the palpitating sensation whenever the doc pointed his fingers towards us, asking some complicated questions in morning report/seminar and the silent "psst psst tell me the the answer"
- I'll miss the way I came up with some spontaneous strange phrases/words (yet somehow understandable) when it comes to explaining/asking complicated issues to patients
- I'll miss the way my malay frens and I terkocoh2ly ran to get home (after seminar) via the very long queue, and the way we tried avoiding the title anak tapot and tamil (the last person to reach his home would be given the title and it's for the whole day)
- but most of all, i'll miss arab patients and their sweet charms, I'll miss my arab frens, their cool friendship and their jokes, and I'll miss all the consultants/residents/house officers/male and female nurses may they be benign or malignant
end-of rotation OSCE will be held on thu, 830am - 1pm
and now im off to a fren's, last-minute discussions, who knows it may help :)
xoxo
hata hero de vivre
"Weak eyes are fondest of glittering objects" - Thomas Carlyle
"Eyes are the window of one's soul" - Russian proverb
I've been doing endless testing to my eyesight in this rotation. And I found out that my left eye vision is not 100% perfect. I've been deluding all this while thinking that I've 6/6 for both eye. After numerous self testing with various equipments, I've come to term with this minor defect. The left eye couldnt see the last line of the Snellen chart. Boy,was I heartbroken :p. Howsoever there's no correction needed since the right eye dutifully helps my left eye to function. I was deemed a light sensitive person by my consultant too, since my eyes refused to stay open when tested with the slit lamp miahahahaha , altho secretly I believe my big eyes were the culprit here
Some of the tests are rather "sexy" too . For example the opthalmoscope, it needs you to be so close to your patient ; from afar you seem to be kissing the patient. LOL.
There were several shocking discoveries during this rotation too, for example a friend found out that she's having problem with her color fusion with the four points equipment. Another, his eyesight has detoriated so badly he couldnt even make out the 4th lines of the Snellen chart .Haha . So I'd like to test my genteel readers this simple test
With that, I'd like all of u to ponder upon the health of your eyes. Have a good day, minna
Love, XOXO
Nad Nad
p/s: Happy last day hero
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| baez-kun at 7:05 PM
BON VOYAGE
This arabic saying lingers around my ears for like every now and then :
la taqulu wada3n bal qulu ilal liqa
dont u ever say goodbye but do wish that we will meet again someday
hence on this very day (11 hours prior to departure) i'd like to wish a dear fren of mine, nadbintik a very pleasant journey!
happy euro-touring, happy sight-seeing, happy money-spending and most importantly enjoy urself up to the max
bring me nothing from the eurotrip and i dont mind (tho prada would sound nice) , but bring urself safely home and i do mind
i wish u bon voyage!
truly,
baby tristan
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| baez-kun at 7:12 PM
Hello hello hello [ gaya kapten vonn trap]
Hi darling and dears,how do u do? I hope everyone is fine altho i know of a little someone who is currently sick. I so hope he will get better soon. Uhuk uhuk (T_T)
Well, a day before I sat for my exam I have been comtemplating on writing in this very blog yet I succumbed to my fear. I was afraid it will take a way my blessed study time and then if anything happens on the morrow, I will regret that time I spent. Lol. Apart from that, I was very worried if I flunk thus I need to repeat the paper thus wasting RM 1800 on flight tickets. Sobs.
Yesterday was a nightmarish day I must say. I nearly nearly miss passing my exam when the bus I took was late, with me was my fren's exam card without it we cannot sit for our exam. The phone had been ringing excessantly, asking my whereabout. hehe. I was in that blessed mashutka,buddy. Lol. When I arrived,everyone was already placed inside the 2 exam rooms, only 3 were left hanging at the corridor,me,my friend and another guy. My friend was already in panic state. So consoling, and getting people cheered up I did. But deeply down down there, my tummy was hurting,my mind's racing wif the infos I had crammed last nite. And then to top it all, I was not fully awake yet.Haha. I was last,dead last entering the examination room. Ermm,for those who knew me will know for one thing I am very superstitious and I've never been the last person to be called in past exams. And then I didnt wear my goodluck tudung. And I didnt arrived at the examination place first and my exam buddies, fara n chengak were already inside. Both are my pillar of strengths during exam ,hihi I gain assurance and confidence if i see them nodding at my direction. Then again, i thought about the prayers mom n dad and my sister did at home, doa's from good good frens, countless well wishers, and calls . Everybody is praying for me, my brain was trying to reason out wif my heart.
Yeah, sure enough, I got up from the wrong side of the bed. I was sliced to thin pieces by my professor. Being last means that, other examiners were all done questioning students in their respective stations, all were hovering near me like ghosts and trying to squeeze an answer from me. I was already panicking with all these great great minds trying to challenge a greater mind from them [me ahahhaha,kidding] . If my sphincter wasn't working well, I might have been wet over there. The head of the hospital or chairman or whateva his blessed position [he got nothing to do wif the uni] then came out of nowhere and was telling me, I dont kno anything because his level of english erm let say the level of standard 6.he only understood Russian and I was speaking in English while my former teachers were backing me telling the prof ,what she said is correct.
[I was like, Duuhh can i get over this hellish situation now,please]
The other professor,[the one who was questioning]she was trying to look good I guess coz before the head came she was all nodding at my answers and then when the boorish figure came,she turned 180, my lecturer also was not satisfied with my answer and asking me why do i look so afraid , i wasnt ready was i, she asked me . Again..
[I was like, Duuhh 6 people bullying poor me what do u expect?]
In the end, my former teacher, asked both of the profs to consider my mark in classes and dish out an extra questions
[I was like, haaaaaa? I answered all the qs almost perfectly. Altho there are a few things I left out yet I managed to answer when asked, I do think I was not going to fail]
I asked my examiner,the woman prof, erm mem, wats wrong? she said, it is hard to gauge my knowledge. The pasrahness kicked in, people can be an ar** when they are trying their level best to make themselves look good. Office politics. And then she was trying to make me her pawn. OMDG, im so berdendam to her right now.
She asked me extra q,I answered in a breeze. My former teacher Madam Natalie said Maladsi [Good] so many times. The other examiners too. Yet these two stubborn old mules haha sorry hehe seriously sorry, were not satisfied both were shaking their heads . Boy,I was glad at that time, I have those other 4 teachers guarding me like my guardian angels. In the end after much probing and so many situational task, the guy prof found it fit to pass me. Yeay. but that doesnt mean i m forgiving u old man. The old woman ask the old man, "are u sure?" the man said "Yeah, i think she knows a little about Obgyn" Omigawd. I didnt feel like crying, it was more tempting to shout "ooo u biased old hags" . No body has yet to fail in todays session, and there's a rule no 100% passes in a day, [stupid rule,yet they adhere to it] and hence the trouble i was facing now.
Alas, I pass..barely. It was truly a memorable day in an infamous way. I will remember to come early and also i will not be last anymore.
Anyway, Here I am happy to be free. And looking forward to my eurotrip this coming Sunday. To minna san, thanks for the doa's ,they really help. hehehe
Loving everybody,
Nad Nad
P/s: Please watch the ghost whisperer, I was a sceptic before,now I am a believer. HarHarHar
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| puteri nad at 12:29 PM
Wishing a v v dear fwen of mine a safe journey. May the short time he spends wif his family will be an energy n spirit booster for the final 8 weeks of his student's life. God Bless.
Love,lambaian sumayau,
Nad Nad
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| puteri nad at 5:30 PM
Salam and goodmorning to my darlings n dears,
It has been long,well i've been starting my ranting with this phrase more often than I should I kno. But after reading my family members blog circle,i feel like I am also obliged to write down what I've been up to .
Well, sometimes there are choices (that) we cannot run from. Eventho we might feel a tinge of regret the very decision we had made was always ;almost always ; the best for ourselves. Altho we might have made the wrong one, believe it or not, those mistaken choices were the very thing that helps through our long journey of life and that is true if ever u can learn from your past mistakes
Not getting the chance to go to Japan for example, or not getting the chance to change the course u are currently doing is not the end of the world, this for all we kno is the turning point in our lives. Maybe because of wat we had to let go, for instance the brother we love had bonded wif us or maybe by not changing the course ,we can lead a better lifestyle and have more money than we could imagine and in turn we can spend the money on our beloved family members [ :)) ]
The best thing,if there's a roadblock or a detour in this very long journey , take it as a challenge. Challenge ourselves. Beat the obstacles.
Omg why the hilly billy goat I wrote like a motivator..nyehnyehnyeh..but the gist of it, i would love to tell those important peeps in my life that we cannot always get wat we want. And we have to live with it so be it.
What is of more importance is that,somewhere someplace,there are people who love us. And becoz we love them we made the decision we made.
I love you
Love from afar, sister act III
Nad Nad
p/s: To hata chan, goodluck for tomoro. sleep early. drink nescafe. there u have it,all in ur brains~ all the best! crossing my fingers
Baez writes :
a short para from me for i will be having Surgery OSCE- tomorrow morning @ 8am, i keep on palpitating tho this is like the 2nd time for me to face the malignant exam (T_T) .
how do u expect to master bailey's short practice of surgery (more than 1600 pages) in 8 weeks? reading is one point, memorizing is another story, with super-packed daily schedule, this is an impossible mission yet ive changed my style of studying, i just wanna see whether it works out well or not lol, if not i'd stick to my old style for the next rotation so that ive got more times to spend on the net lol
btw im leaving to malaysia for the eid holiday (2nd day of eid), i havent told any single person (except for a few important ones) for i dont see the need to do so (it seems tat nobody cares any longer) and like 12 more hrs ill be a free man. The 3-W holiday is such a bless especially when it's spent with beloved family, hey ive not been home for like 2 years and gimme a break lol
omg i cant wait for another 12 hrs, ive got like tonnes of things to do LOL, lemme list em down in the next ranting
comment on nad's ranting : urm, yep yep i do agree on what she has just said (nodding my head up and down in agreement) , it's lucky to have the chance to touch the beautiful stars above, yet it's also a bless to stay down the earth, roaming around in the beautiful garden of the planet. no one knows what it feels to fly up to the stars above, it may look beautiful, but who knows what awaits u out there. ^_^
omg this's no longer short para i must say hence ive got to stop mumbling and start burying (camni ke eje hah?) my nose down the book (T_T) pls pray for me guys, im crying like one litre of tears upon having not any goodluck wishes and charms this time except the ones coming from my family and bintik-chan
p/s: as u can see, my english has rotten down over time, oxidized by jordan surroundings and catalyzed by lack of writing practices, influenced by the rampant sanglish and manglish chatting session wif fellow gamers (T _ T) ive got to spend more times to read classic english novels to learn some new vocabs and techniques of phrasing words into beautifully folded sentences, bintik-chan can lend me some for she's a classic lover
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| puteri nad at 9:16 AM
The sun is bright, and it sumtimes boils my blood up. Sky's vivid blue, and i sumtimes get tired of the overly blue sky.Lyf sumtimes scuks..
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| baez-kun at 12:25 PM
Triple entries : Dream Diary , Rampant Jotting & A Late Birthday Wish
Hello darlings and dears. I just cannot let this chance passes me by. Today I had a strong urge to write when I got up I just knew (that) I had to jot something down. I left my dream diary in UK and I simply couldn’t find any pens right enough to jot my three days of weird dreams. And lately that urge I had suppressed them by doing some projects of my own writing my own thesis of on how to be rich in GO [the game I m currently playing but the article has nothing imaginative in it which was why I left it untouched at page 2. Hehe. And prolly some of u knew, I am in my home country
And I’ve 2 options either to blog here or at in the-blog-I-only-used-for-my-university-readers blog. And then my younger sister asked me to complete my Ella Mae story. So that was another option to satiate my writing lust. Alas, I couldn’t find the plug of my mother’s Apple Mac. And I think it too suffered the same fate as my home laptop, singed by the lightning.
Well you see,why these three days dreams were weird is because I am that kind of a person who cannot really remember her dream in full scale. Always they were in bits and I have to sit long enough to sort it all out. [But after the jotting-down-the-dream technique hence the dream book ,I’ve found marked improvement I can remember quite a lot but still not quite like Kemen who can remember her dream two pages worth of juicy details.
Secondly my dreams ermm were not in vibrant colors I usually see while I am awake. There are 20% duller like a traveler’s laptop who wanted to conserve battery power. So these three days the dream were vibrant in color and full of texture.
Third,these 3 dreams left me feeling the feeling I was supposed to feel when I dreamt of the situation. So because of that I have or I must write these dreams down.
Here goes..
Time : Most prolly morning I never read newspaper in the evening
I was reading a newspaper [I’ve told u this] because I was pretending not to notice a man who came from the direction of my kitchen. The reason was unclear but I was sulking. He might be a bad egg..[ekekeke]. He was trying to force the newspaper out of my hand and he told me
“Nape baca paper. Bukan malas ke?”
I was silent yet I felt a wee bit superior because I already knew the content of the paper. Together wif a smug face I smiled.
He then raced out of my living room straight to my reading room, he was trying to use my laptop to surf the net first before I do and I was on the pretext of unplugging my laptop but I woke up. Hahaha.I felt happy coz I knew what was in the paper yet I was not satisfied for not being able to unplug before I woke up
Dream Two Day Two
Location : Somewhere in the
Time : Noon
Well you see, I was having lunch with two friends one was wearing a weird baju melayu and the other was wearing a weird cap ,they were housemates, when a bald headed boy approached me and told me that my brother’s hair nowadays was way too long for a hafiz. I got mad. I asked this boy “How long?” and the replied was “ Macam rock star”
I was so angry and I went to his house together with these frens and the informer.And I took his scissors from my youngest sister’s hand who was there [what was she doing there btw?? ] and started chopping his hair HEM-style. I felt so happy and the four of us laughed at him and my brother said “Thanks” .So polite but Motive??
Dream Three Day Three [this morning]
Location : In
Time : Late at night
A friend was crying out loud over her ruined Power rangers T shirt [Haziq must had me influenced watching power rangers SPD almost every day] . She accidentally cut the shirt in the middle, right at the navel area so if she wears the shirt her bellybutton would be exposed. I was trying my level best to coax her telling her it was now an IN thing revealing your belly button.I was suggesting that she cut my power rangers t shirt too at the same place and I would accompany her on the street with the holed shirt. And I confidently told her that I believed that our other friend who was baking cake at that particular time, that she,would cut her t shirt too but she didn’t have a power rangers t shirt but a cow outfit kids wear for trick or treating .
She ,the crying friend, ended up cheerful again. After these promises, now my task was to make sure the other girl friend cut her outfit too right in the epigastric region. I was going to face a she-cougar. She didn’t like people interrupting when she was cooking. Because actually the kitchen was a mess ahhaha.After much cajoling and sweet talking and promising she settled with me that I had to buy her 15 books for that mind you. I promptly said OK if she promised to lend the book for me to read also.
And I woke up
Spoiler : I have yet to see myself with the two gals parading our bellybuttons to the public. Jam!!!
Love,Happy Independence Day Singapore [
Nadrah
**BAEZ’S RAMPANT JOTTING**
Yerlow
It’s been a long time since I last jotted down, lets say lyk months? Lol, that’s lyf, time flies, moon descends down and sun rises up, summer’s waving byebye and autumn enjoys her arrival parade, leaves begin to fall down and flowers’re dyin. Ppl? They do change. But blogging still remains one of my fav hobbies ( tho I blog lyk once in a blue moon) but I enjoy bloghoppin LOL. Hmm, lemme say tat ive gotten myself into sumthin else ie forumin and ghostonline-ing lol. Ppl do things the do best and I enjoy my current new hobbies, and that’s all that matters ie livin my life up to the fullest lol.
BTW ama start feelin afraid (scared is more appropriate) for the first time in ma lyf (exam-wise) as my OBG makeup exam will take place in a week time. LOL. That isn’t funny yet I laugh out loud for laughter is the best medicine (matila takde kene mengene). To break one’s tension, vigorous actions should be taken into consideration.
3) I listen to songs and watch clips ( matila I never happen to watch em during my time off), hey I recommend sum41 new single entitled wifme and you’ll be lyk cryin one litre of tears upon hearin lol. At least one person did!
4) I sleep lyk a sleeping handsome. Yeah, for sum reasons I sleep more that what I anticipate. More than a baby’s needs and more that a lion’s. I keep sayin to maself tat one’s mind needs rest in order to work efficiently. LOL.
That’s it. Wish me luck darlings and dears. I need to pass (I dun mind wif crawlin monochrome color as long as I pass LOL) so tat I can greet my first patient in no time.
Happy Independence Day to Singapore LOL (ama try not to be racist)
Baez,Irbid,3.05 pm
Hey btw, post-bufday entry for kakmin. We’d lyk to wish kakmin a very happy belated bufday I mus say. Kakmin, a sis to ladybonsai (nadbinti’s new nick and she fancies it, really) and an official sis to baez , is a very very sweet and wonderful person (matila same age but her sisterly character make baez pasrah that he’ll oweyz be a cute lil bro to kakminci). A strong-willed lady, tho she rejected not THE proposal in her dream lol. Tho she’s lyk eksen sumtimes (agree not to dance wif me, and give me not sum of her donuts) I dun mind really.
From the malu-malu kucing bud (she keeps quite durin the first GUBU conference and that’s so motive I must say, I was lyk gonna scream “say sumthing you UK lady”), it finally blossoms up into beautiful white-colored frenship ( I’d choose white coz it’s the color of serenity, I chose not red tho it appears beautiful, for red is the color of blood and death, I chose not pink for it’s kinda sissy LOL). May our adekberadikship last forever. p/s: and remember she complained she couldnt keep up with the kelajuan of the chatroom hihi
Kakmin is like the big sis i never had. A consultant,confidante, XXX rated stories [yerrrrrrrrr].
Mystic stories. Stories about shaman n the rest. A very good listener and I enjoyed waiting for her sentences..jap,nak gi buat teh. Teh is her livelihood i think.Hihi. Happy aging Kak Min. Lets go show our bellybutton together some other time.
And semoga abang khaliqok bergembira dgn kaklinda
p/s 2 : suddenly, call me hatekun, and call bintik bonsaigirl
~~~Wa Tammat Kalimatunaa~~~
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| puteri nad at 3:12 PM
Dandelion and allergy
I am allergic to pollen. I am allergic to pollen. I am allergic to pollen. So it has been for long years,everytime hot weather comes to
Alas,my last honeymoon week is approaching. I will no longer be free as a butterfly ,my exam is fast approaching [Lol.approaching seems to be the word of the day for today,bear wif me] . My first exam will be therapy ,then neurology ,and followed by hygiene. Wish me luck peeps
Okie,that’s it.
P/s: tulips are everywhere,those dear things compensate the unhappiness cause by flying pollen
Love,
A friend said to me “ Kenapa ko malam2 asik jadi anak teapot?”,
Nad nad
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| puteri nad at 9:59 PM
saya berasa amat bengang jua tanpa belah bahagi akan suatu perkara yang berlaku akhir2 ni, menyebabkan saya berendam air mata, tapi saya tak kesah (mengikut iklan aiman tak kesah di radio era), saya akan cuba bangkit dan berdiri, dan tidak kisah akan hal orang2 di keliling saya, kerana saya telah dan akan bertukar daripada seorang yang lembut hati kepada seorang yang tidak sensitif dan berhati batu dan sejuk (cold hearted), ini adalah janji ulung saya.. itu mendatangkan impak positif kepada saya sendiri di mana saya tak perlu cepat terasa dan tersentuh, saya akan tetap ceria di mana-mana jua
saya juga berkeputusan untuk offline ym saya taktau sampai pabila, bukan kerana saya mahu stadi (stadi mmg depan komputer) tapi kerana biarlah rahsia selain daripada acap menohmah status saya malam tadi setelah bermesra, dia menohmah bahawa saya tiada privacy muahaha, matilah dikau acap yang mana frenster komenan nya jua ibarat tiada lagi privacy pada hemat saya yang ulung ini
saya sangat merindui kakmando, karena kakmando adalah spesial di hatiku (baru terbaca beliau punye blog lama2 tahun 2005 dahulu kala) dan karena telah tidak dapat berjumpa beliau selama 2 minggu, tapi pabila bertemu, saya akan mendakap beliau penuh mesra sambil tersenyum menatap wajah beliau
kepada khalikok pula saya juga merindui nya dan malam tadi saya bermimpikan beliau memberikan saya angpow semasa hari raya
p/s : kalian sila jangan tidak membaca entry saya terlast dlm bahasa inggeris di bawah ini, jangan dikau bermain tali2 skipping, sila komen jua akan entry di bawah jua yang ini.
-baez-
p/s: mando,mando means everything to me,post mando fs blog mde hehe..selaen tu gudlak pada adik2 yg amek exam esok hari..gudlak!-kaknad
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| baez-kun at 12:01 PM
I walked out of the hospital and had a momentary last look at it as it marked the very end of my official learnings ie rounds and lectures. I had the last rotation (General Surgery) OSCE (objective structural/standardized clinical examinations) yesterday and final exams are just enthusiastically standing around the corner, saying hello and welcome to a month of tortures and torments.
The OSCE xm? Well, I don’t expect high marks albeit the rampant course of reading I underwent these last few weeks. Some were easy, some didn’t even cross my mind. Well, the exam was of 2 parts, the slideshows and the osce stations. Let’s review the exam questions and stations :
Part one : Slideshows
Slideshow 1 :
a) Chest XRay, name the abnormalities (air under diaphragm) and diagnosis (perforated viscus) b) A picture of a stoma, what type of stoma is this
c) A slide showing cleft lip and palate, name the diagnosis and when should you repair the cleft lip, and the cleft palate
d) melanoma skin changes, name the diagnosis and treatment
e) xray of the mandible, name the abnormalities and the diagnostic investigation
Slideshow 2 : A picture showing a testicular tumor :
a) the commonest presenting symptoms
b) the commonest group of age affected by this tumor
c) the level of the tumor marker
d) the earliest site of spreading and how to diagnose it
Slideshow 3 :
1) A chest xray, (aortic dissection)
a) point out the abnormalities
b) give the diagnosis
c) what investigations would u like to do once the patient is stabilized.
2) A picture showing purpura around the eyes (raccoon’s eye)
a) name this finding
b) in which situation do we see this
Slideshow 4 :
A picture showing a 12 year old male with enlarged breast
a) what’s the diagnosis
b) one most important question to be asked
c) investigations
d) treatment
Part 2 : OSCE Stations
1) a patient 55 yr old, coming to you with change in bowel habit
a) take focused presenting history
b) name two differential diagnosis (rectal tumor + diverticulosis)
c) line of investigations to confirm the tumor
2) a patient coming to you with a history of difficulty in swallowing
a) take a focus history
b) name three differential diagnosis
c) name the investigations
3) a patient coming to you with abdominal aorta aneurysm, do complete vascular examinations
4) a patient with a history of anterior resection of colon with liver mets, do specific examination to the head and neck plus the abdomen
a student was caught crying after the osce stations, seemed lyk the most malignant doc examined her for one of the station, cian...
finale, here i come~
-baez-
NAD berceloteh : tomorrow ,i will be at home, since it's faculty day and the next week is our spring break..unfortunately for me i cannot go anywhere because i had already burned my account so i had to wait for MONEY MONEY MONEY [just like apprentice's theme] to come. Please pray i will sail through this pocketial infarction with joy and happiness. In the meantime, i will be quite happy to spend my time lounging in my room ,doing some housekeeping and updating my notes whilst trying to be the best wizard of all time. Maybe i can coach the one who is taking exam to kejayaan.
i'll be missin this hosp, pic snapped durin the hazardous on-call last week
emergency
snapped from the 6th floor, in one of the patient's room, bawah tu seme adalah ibarat kawasan medical faculty oleh dak2 teori (thn 1 2 3)
urm, akan miss jua jalan balik dari uni, ni dalam kete sindi, matila phone cam dilengkapi antishock katanya, tak bergegar mode
the red hall, je te deteste muahahaha
p/s : the pics are of low quality since they were snapped by my phone cam
-sum people are jus so mean-
nad n baez
| baez-kun at 10:08 PM
Ay yem SoWwIe
by : hata @ irbid
im sorry
for not buying u red roses lyk everyone else does
because i know that my reddish n blossoming heart
is far more beautiful and pricey than the fake roses
im sorry
for not telling u sooner that i love you
because at this point of tym
i jus wanna live my single life up to the max
couple - means the end of one bachelor's lyf
and im not so sure if im ready
im sorry
for not being romantic
it's just that i dont know how to be one if u ask me
but it's not that the romance that counts
it's the passion of love and life that really matter to me
im sorry
for not being able to be by your side 24/7
dont blame me, this is lyf
and everyone knows that life's cruel
im sorry
if im not the prince of your dream
but if u ask me
inner beauty is what i truly search for
im sorry
if sumtimes i reply not to your sms-es
it doesnt mean that i leave u forgotten
it's just that sumtimes i cant move my fingers
for im paralyzed and mesmerized by ur words
im sorry
that i never call u
it's jus that i dont wanna cry upon hearing your sweet voice
but not being able to be by your side
that kills
im sorry
if i ever get moody
and respond not to you
it's just that i dont wanna put burden
on your soft shoulders
im sorry
for me being lost in this sea of no light and direction
it's not that i don wanna bring u along
let the darkness engulfs me but you
for i just wanna see the white light of bliss encircling you
im sorry
for everything
all these days
and im truly sorry
that is
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| baez-kun at 4:48 PM
Memori 2006
Sungai yang mengalir
Sudah menjadi asam garam dalam kehidupan, setiap insan pasti merasa kesenangan di balik kepayahan dan kepahitan di balik kemanisan. Sesungguhnya jikalau disingkap kembali, tahun 2006 meninggalkan kenangan yang tiada terhitung dengan jari jemari. Cukuplah dikatakan bahawa tahun 2006 memainkan peranan yang begitu besar sekali dalam usaha aku mengejar jatidiri dan membentuk kematangan fikiran dan diri.
Diimbas kembali notasi yang telah lapuk dimamah zaman, tahun 2006 bermula dengan begitu baik sekali. Jelajah Mesir mewarnai permulaan tahun 2006 aku. Namun mentari yang ku sangka
Terus terang aku nyatakan di sini iaitu pada hari terakhir tahun 2006 aku (31 disember) dunia terasa sangat kelam, dan aku seolah-olah tidak bermaya untuk berjuang mewarnai tahun 2007 aku. Hati aku seolah olah tiada peluang untuk sembuh kembali, terlalu dalam lukanya sehingga aku sendiri tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa meski pelbagai cara telah aku gunakan dalam menyembuhkan luka tersebut. Hampir setiap hari ia mengalirkan darah merah yang pekat lagi likat, meninggalkan parut yang
Mujur aku bukan seorang wanita, jikalau tidak, nescaya telah kering air mata ini menangisi keadaan diri. Aku tidak meminta kepada persona non grata yang telah melukakan hati aku untuk menyembuhkannya, cuma aku berharap orang tersebut tidak menambahkan lagi luka yang terlalu azab untuk ku tanggung. Aku seorang insan yang lemah, tiada berdaya untuk menanggung bebanan yang melampaui batasan.
Namun, satu permulaan yang baik tidak semestinya berakhir dengan kepahitan dan sebaliknya. Meskipun hancur luluh hati ini mengenangkan pengakhiran tahun 2006 aku yang menyebabkan keseluruhan tahun 2006 aku tiada bermakna namun aku perlu bisa bangkit. Bangkit memperjuangkan satu kehidupan yang adil dan penuh cahaya. Satu kehidupan yang bisa memberi kemanfaatan kepada diri aku dan insan-insan di sekeliling aku. Aku akan membuang segala yang keruh,
Selamat tinggal tahun 2006, dan selamat datang tahun 2007.
Hata@Irbid
000,1 January 2007
Personal Memoir of Miss Nad in 2006
When the year started,it was winter as usual the same weather as it is when I am typing this now. The same sound of firecrackers. The same sound of people shouting ' Oora ' the Russian way of saying Hooray. C novim godam [oh yeah, I had a clip of a person saying snovim godam snovim goddamn but I din remember where did I stored the clip in my messy harddrive]. I started my dream blog early in 2006 too, 2nd of Jan to be exact soon it will be its first birthday people. I want presents! LOL
And in this year I turned 21 years old . In the western way of thinking, I am fully an adult although Islamic-wise I am an adult the day puberty hit me. J . Well, my birthday was among the nicest day in 2006. Here birthdays are big event. And thank God for that. And boy,was I not glad I didn’t have to fork out my own money coz everything is paid for? LOL
Hmmm truth be told, when I chanced to read upon my old blog entries last Wednesday,Thursday and Friday. I happened to notice how that lil blog had become my electronic diaries a lot of stuffs floatd back to me.And yeah people I kinda miss blogging . And I miss the people whom I met along the way. You ,my darlings and dears, GUBU-an 2006 [sumerla yg bukan saja disayangi tp dichentai],adek2 kecil yg nakal, thank you for listening and cheering when I m in my utmost bliss or when I am down on my bended knees. For simply being there.
To my adik2 who read my blog yet keeping it to themselves. U guys deserved a big knock knock on the head. Luckily Haziq didn’t recognized his letters yet if not I will not be surprised if he too was reading my blog. Ngeheheh.
I am wishing all of u a happy eid and a prosperous new year ahead. The true meaning of sacrifice is when u feel at ease with whatever you are doing. God Bless Us All.
Love n lots of love in the new year,
Nad Nad
000 Jan 1st 2007
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| puteri nad at 10:00 PM
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holding one cup of milo, nad writes while sometimes throwing her gaze at the beautiful starry nite sky. Altho it seems white n bland [she can no longer say she loves the cold weather],she feels safely at home rght now. Her personality is straight forward,there's no twist. Prefer honesty than being lied to.Her peeves hatred.She loves traveling to her heart content and swiping credit card is her specialty ^^. She writes regularly albeit sometime as like many famous authors she suffers from the famous writer's block so u can expect a hiatus and wait until her mood returns.Owh have i forgotten to mention, she is moody. lols.She watches reality tvshows to her heart's content
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