holding one cup of hot frappuccino in his hands, hata writes what he sees from his bedroom window. It may be multicolor on one day yet it will be au contraire on the other day.
Loving adventures, he gets up when he falls amidst the unfriendly alien-look surroundings he currently lives in. Born with a split identity, he may be as charming as a prince but he may turn into an insensitive being. He loves meeting new acquaintances and enchante, he wishes in advance.
Ne'er cast a clout till May be out and he's eagerly hoping to leave Irbid, the city where love seems ephemeral, forever. And yeah, he never watches reality tv shows for he thinks that life is but a dream
Half a year since I last wrote an entry here. My english has become rusty,even my sister who is currently in India has surpassed my level of english (*eye rolls*she pukes*giving her cynical remarks*and i lol). I am suppose to live the life I have been dreaming of.Helping people.Loving people.Solemnly practising my Modified Hippocratic Oath,but here I am disbelieving everything.
The first four months had turned me bitter with few rainbows and silver lining splashed in between. I read a colleague's blog and how my eyes smarted with tears. He, despite the hardship of his current posting, managed to still be a doctor and God-servant first . If he were of the same gender, I might have run over to him and give him a bear hugs! (In that situation of course his wife cant say anything..hehe)
Now I am in my second posting, still learning the ropes. Still learning how to interact with people. Still learning how to placate every single human being in this world. Still think of myself less than the next person. The inadequacy remains (knowledge-wise,work-wise bla bla bla). Working is so much different from studying. In Uni,High School,Primary ,you met your soulmates,friends for life,but while working u couldnt stop but think, are these people really my friends..hah im blabbering..but my two cents thought will not be posted here.
And I managed to escape from the harsh reality to God's garden on earth,the island of Bali. During water rafting,taking in the scenery,breathing fresh air,while making a 5-metre jump with another 4 people,I was enlightened
Yes,life is nothing but a dream
In His path,I will serve,
Nad Nad
p/s: typing nad nad just gave me a chill up to my atlanto axial joint..miss the olden days.
p/s2: Wait for my bali post. I want to write a full account of my journey traipsing in Bali with my ex uni mate
holding one cup of milo, nad writes while sometimes throwing her gaze at the beautiful starry nite sky. Altho it seems white n bland [she can no longer say she loves the cold weather],she feels safely at home rght now. Her personality is straight forward,there's no twist. Prefer honesty than being lied to.Her peeves hatred.She loves traveling to her heart content and swiping credit card is her specialty ^^. She writes regularly albeit sometime as like many famous authors she suffers from the famous writer's block so u can expect a hiatus and wait until her mood returns.Owh have i forgotten to mention, she is moody. lols.She watches reality tvshows to her heart's content
