Fergie & Me

Well , Been listening to this song this week.. Guess fergie had me in her minds while singing this.

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter for my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay

---- |@ goodbye

A Thousand Years

Well its already one hour past midnite. And I cant sleep. And I am alone in the house , as usual. Now that everyone is leaving, the quarters is bordering on empty. Times like this allow me to think. To let my mind wonders. Sometime I fantasize. Sometime scary thought took hold of me and I hid under my duvet ( a sorry looking thin pink one ). Most of the time lately , only sad thoughts. For someone who prided herself for being strong , the thought of letting out tears for sentimental love songs is even more embarassing than the act itself. Hehe.

I am so happy for everyone who has their future mapped out for them. And their goals and agenda are known to their heart. And when they singlemindedly march to this dream, I can envision their joy . I pray and pray so that one day me too will be in their shoes. 

Tonite, my theme song is A thousand years by Xtina Perry. I would like to dedicate this to someone very dear to me who is going away in soon. 

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I wish everyone good luck. Just dont forget me back home.

NadNad

Kuarters Pegawai Perubatan HJEM

My Dad

I tried calling him from my hotel room, but I guess he is already asleep or he mite be watching Astro (his new favorite pastime) or he mite be ogawa-ing (u kno sitting on the massage chair, massaging).  Today , 11th of May is his birthday. He shares it with the biggest party in our country. He must be real proud =)

The man that I admire the most is 51 today. I can proudly say he ages gracefully. Still fit as a fiddle . He can outrun any of his daughters and son by 4 full laps at Seremban Lake Garden. I hope he will achieve his dream to complete a marathon by next year

I thank Allah for him. There's so many things I couldnt do without him. So many dreams will not be realized if its not for him (and ibu ofcoz).

This simple post is just to let you know ayah. You're still the man. I will love you forever and always. Thank you for being the best father in the whole wide world.

Love,
Nad Nad
Ipoh Perak 0.01 am

LOST

I think I have lost the game. I dont have the intention to pursue it any further. Head hung low. If you know how the vanquished felt. Imagine.

I love to play drawsomething =)

Love, awaiting God's grand design

Nad Nad

Konvensyen bidadari dunia

Watch this space.. Soon to be updated

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Sombre day

From the morning til evening..my heart been tested .

Anyway am testing sending post from my phone

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Saturday Outing

Yesterday was the big day of my darling friend,Dr Irna or Kona as she is known @ home and her husband, Dr Edi who is my very good friend during uni days. While another friend was also having his reception on the same day Dr Mohd Fazlin.(Baez-kun went to the other event). I would love to wish both of them and partners a happy married life. May the little junior springs soon enough =)

                                     CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

Pregnant Mom

Afterward,after a quick change of wardrobe. I followed my sister to her workplace. Since her workplace is awesome I dont really mind tagging along. After all she's getting few stuff for her "hantaran" set. We were at the bus station at around 3.30 smooth journey to Central Market before boarding the LRT to KLCC. Wohooo.The security is pretty tight , I didnt get to snoop around at the office of Petroliam Carigali. Sigh. Bencik acik guard. Haha. 

We went baju hunting. We went to all these Muslimah shops. Hajaba or aptly nicknamed as Hajubo by the petronas chics because of it unreasonable prices. But we got pretty good bargain there at Hajaba (I for one is going to reinstate their name to its former glory Hajaba) haha. We went to Sibel. A horrendous baju was on display for RM1,450.  And as for Arzu, it is a major turn off coz they tend to badmouth their competitors. Hmm hmmm.. 

I went to Fossil shop. My purse is in dire need of change. But I didnt buy one. And my sister is not interested to buy Fossil for her hantaran . duh..

Straight to L'occitane . Woohoo.. I parted with a lot of good and hard earned crisp MYR here. But rest assured Sister no 3, fund to Korea is still safe. Hahaha.

Now now now, this is what I want to rant about in the first place. I went to Dome. I ordered seabass fish & chip and the soon getting married sister ordered Salmon Steak ala Peej Burhan hehe. The waitress set the table for her only. It turned out she forgot my order and yet when the bill came ,we were still asked to pay 10% for service tax. what de.. And one thing, their "death by chocolate" cant even compare to pizza hut's! And chillis take is much much much much much better.

BOO!

So today , am going to stay put in my bed. Doing nothing but laze around.

P/s: Planning a hantaran basket is so interesting.